Blog Tour Giveaway: Ghost in the Reflection/Letters to Erin by James F Miller

Today I conclude the Fly on the Wall Poetry Tour for James F Miller with full poetry collection ‘Ghost in the Reflection/Letters to Erin‘! A sneaky preview below and a giveaway below, read on to find out how to enter!

About the collection and author:

This collection, which addresses addiction, recovery and love in its many forms, reflects the poet’s observations about regression in societal morals. Although these are Miller’s personal viewpoints, his political thinking is relevant against the wider backdrop of the USA, whose divisions threaten to tear its citizens down the centre.

Miller was born in 1970s, in a small town in northern Indiana. His early life was spent between Indiana, Florida and the New York area. After his many years in college, he took to the road and travelled the country in a quest to find himself and some meaning or purpose in life. Poetry helped Miller articulate his emotions.

Giveaway: Answer the question: Where was Miller born?

Comment below or comment on the social media post (Twitter) announcing this giveaway with your answer. Winner will be drawn midnight GMT on Feb 17th. UK winner= paperback/international winner=ebook.

Ghost in the Reflection – Letters to Erin

16 | P a g e

The Phantom I Became

I awoke the other night inundated in my perspiration;

I saw her face where memory awakened,

walking away, her back towards the sun setting along the shoreline,

the golden-red tint of sunrays highlighted

her hair’s natural gold; I traced the silhouette of her face,

drunk in a love abandoned, once upon a distant day.

I cannot justify why still I refuse to remember;

I shake away the temptation,

that foolish urge to call out her name,

that taunting urge to scream, to call out for her.

I refuse to swallow the cyanide of decisions

as a sentence served in a prison of remorse.

A shot of bourbon swallowed to numb;

the other to ease the pain;

another shot for courage

and another, another, another…

wherein the darkness hides a ghost

& aches memory of decisions derived:

this life, that road, the many footsteps taken.

If apologies could bandage the scars

I have induced & the wreckage abandoned,

that she wears as a burden so beautifully flawed,

and could erase the scars embedded,

I would. but I cannot muster the courage

to master meaningless words,

words softly spoken sound so selfishly sincere,

words sadly spoken only so my suffering could dissipate,

evaporate like rain in a desert

to justify the decisions of a child: words that would do nothing

to bandage the wounds they helped create.

Even when reason remained dormant; unknown,

my every footstep made was destined,

delivering yesterday to today.

Still, it’s difficult to justify the emotions defied,

nor the costs or sacrifice.

I cannot fathom the means to forgive,

nor the reasons for the scared child I was

or for phantom I became.

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